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Lonesome and Midnight

by Rand Reynolds

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Shuffle round In this empty old room Buckle down Ignore the gloom and doom. Not one sound Nut the echo of my steps Tv turned down That's as lonely as it gets. And the mailman's timid knock Unwanted errand Another threat in an envelope Like a bomb with a stamp. Have you got change? Change for the Blues? Can't wear My smile on the outside I swear I still got it But it’s mighty hard to find. I'll tear Anything that gets too close It's rare I make a move that's far too bold. And the liquor store clerk And her smart ass comments Yeah, I'm drinking again today And it's time well spent. Have you got change Change for the Blues? Stop sending me your letters No return address And I throw ‘em in the trash Put the garbage on top. Don’t wanna be harassed Wanna make it thru the day the best I can. Walking in flip flops In my dirty white socks. Can’t be Anybody but me You and he Drag around those upbeat personalities. You lead I run the other way You feed On the people who will brighten up your way. And the police knock Asking if I’m okay I give ‘em 2 thumbs up I pretend I’m gonna shave today. Have you got change? Change for the Blues?
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Corner 03:43
Everybody lies And everybody cries And everybody gets high At the corner bar. Everybody groans At your same old jokes That you done told You're no tv star. Everybody stays Nobody goes away They'll all be back again today Hanging on to half a life. Nowhere else to go Everybody that you know Is sitting next to you Hiding from the light. You don't love You just need. I know you're real sad Cause everybody's mad At the choices that you made. It started out so good. But your life fell short There were big mistakes of course And the drinking ... Change it if you could. They called you a regular But you're really just a beggar For one free shot Nothing funny 'bout a drunk. Who lives to drink And drinks to live Too afraid to go home Unlucky in love. But there was that one girl You'da handed her the whole world Lost in a cloud Too many years ago. But you talk like she's still home Sitting by the phone Listening to the dial tone Making sure it ain't broke. But you never moved a muscle You just sat there and guzzled Down one last beer Making love to your own bar stool. Turns out you aren't that smart You're terrified of a little broken heart Oh man, she knew.
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Everybody’s got secrets And places they hide Something we’re all ashamed of When you drag around too many lies. I had the taste in my mouth And the smell on my hands Afraid of tomorrow Ignoring the past Avoiding all of your eyes. I'm just a prayer I'm just a prayer Of things unforseen And hopes for me And people I'll probably never be. I fell By my own hand I choked When it mattered the most Right at the end. I believed I was under control I was dragged under again recklessly Visiting old ghosts New days Wasted like wine On a drunkard who's already drunk And knows he's got so little time. Old ways Threaten my change Flying by the seat of my pants Searching for fortune and fame.
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Got your hair pulled back Not many women can get away with that And still be cute Oh, I’ve seen you in your birthday suit. You can still turn a man’s head Make him stutter all the words he’s said. And mix him all up While he’s staring at your black high heel pumps. Most gals your age Try to cover up the years in their face But you let it all go And that’s your beauty and your charm you know. But there’s something real strict About the way you go handling all your business. That waves a red flag Tells men, you’re looking for another punching bag. You’re a hard, hard woman to love Some might say you’re still pretty hot stuff Hard, hard woman to love But you’re a real hard woman to live with, rough, rough. Hard woman to love Take it from me cause honey I been there Hard, hard woman to love To say you’re a sweetheart just wouldn’t be fair. I did my time Running errands, red roses and bottles of fancy French wine And I was your lover And a fixit man and mediocre plumber. And then came the sex On the nights when you turned down the bed. And the real work began Oh, baby, how many men d’ya think I am?
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And when I heard the news I run right after you She lay in the ground No head there to be found A lifeless corpse there laid 2 bodies in one grave A mother and her child Dumped on the mountainside. The sheriff turned beat red At such a senseless death Too much blood this crime Oh, she was still alive. When they sawed her neck And took away her head Oh where, oh where it went Is anybody’s guess. In those woods Where she was slain No face and no name On the grave A cross of sticks A gruesome deed That they had did (They traced her shoes, all right And put a name to the face Of Pearl Bryan.) A Hoosier girl in love Quite lovely just too young For a man of means Who took up doctoring. She told him of her plight He left that town that night She followed bag in hand She found out where he ran. She pleaded time and time Marry me or kill this child That you placed in my womb Last night in my bedroom. I will not go back home I’ll not be left alone To raise this child real poor Or be branded a temptress whore. And in the face of justice He found an accomplice. To cut the child from her But that’s not what occurred. They mixed the drug with wine She passed out in no time. The doctor’s shaky hands Such incompetence. The cocaine numbed her up But it was just too much. But she was still alive Heading for the state line. They had her baggage there A little clothing wear They watched the miles roll by Got off, at the Kentucky line. They dragged her to the end Death, sometimes, does pretend They thought that she had died Or maybe they just lied. Now why they had a saw I do not know at all. The cut was swift and clean They promptly left, that bloody scene. They stopped in town for beer Gave the barkeep there A bag to hold for them Till they come back again. Before the sun come up That bag was soaked in blood One man, death for hire Burned her head, in a furnace fire.
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Triumph 04:11
Tell her you love her The minute she wakes Give her a moment Out of your day Don't act too old Don't wander too far You know you still love her Deep down in your heart. She's still the same girl You fell in love with She's still got it Just older a bit. She's still got a presence That stays in the room She's still got the air That fills your balloon. Oh there’s sex And there’s magic And passion and lust There’s things that you do In the back and the front There’s science And romance Real life and stuff Let me remind you Your love is a triumph. She handles a job At the supermart She puts on her makeup Driving her car. She smiles all day long And still has one left Sometimes you don't see it Passed out on the bed. Her perfume is fruity With just the right scent Sometimes her breath Smells like chocolate nougats. And sometimes her hair Has wiffs of the ocean You’re under her spell This ain’t no love potion. Oh there’s mystery And magic And passion and lust There’s things that you do In the back and the front There’s chemistry And soul mates Real life and fluff Let me remind you Your love is a triumph. You fell for her Quite naturally The first time you saw her So lovely Dark glowing eyes So confident You’re so damn lucky She stayed in your bed. You both had your moments Of wicked silence You had your disputes That made you see red. Above it all There’s now family and blood How could you doubt That love would triumph. It’s good versus bad And evil don’t win Well, maybe at first But not in the end. For dark becomes light Mistakes’ll be made right People will know You’re both one of a kind.
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Build me a woman Make her six feet tall Build me a woman Like a new Barbie doll. Take all the parts Off the supermodel shelf And make me something I ain’t never felt. Build me a woman That’s in my dreams Make me a lady Likes a little dirty deed. Build me a woman With a real big hug Make me a woman That fits me like a glove. God gave Adam What he need He cooked him up A little bit of Eve. Flesh from the dust For making Making sweet love. Build me a woman Likes to kiss and kiss Make me a woman Who never quits. Build me a woman Long and lean Build me a girl Like Angelina Jolie. Build me a woman With a nice back door Make me a woman Who likes it on the floor. Build me a woman Who moans in my ear Build me a woman Want her right now, here. Build me a woman Who likes to drive Make me a woman Who likes to get high Build me a woman That knows how to park Make me a woman Like a lemon sweet tart. So I don’t miss one spot When I kiss all her parts From head to toe To the tip of her arm She’ll know she’s been loved Good and hard Lord, build me a woman Just don’t make her too dark.
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Silhouette 03:39
Part real, part dream He scuffed both his knees So out of touch Can’t bring himself to say Enough is enough. Another soul lost in the crowd He don't know how Friends could turn their backs Where are they all now? He feels the shame and blame The mark of Cain Why are you mad? Why are you downcast? If evil’s at your door You must master that You’re a little bit crazy right now But you’re not insane. Living in dirt Silhouetted by a church He's a chalk line on red brick With bloody lip. Curled up in a snarl Makes a decent person sick How could he let himself fall So fast so quick. Staring at his shoes Wondering how to fix them holes Thinking ‘bout how he got so beat. Hearing voices in his head He can't get his pills He's a damaged mess, a fleshy heap Wondering what he’s gonna eat. Mumbling to the skies No one listens, they walk by They all assume he wants to get high. So helpless and alone At the end of his rope He's done the best he knows He loves his Goodwill coat. Unforgiven and forgotten He crawls inside the church To find a rare moment's peace. He's angry at his God He starts to scream and cry and hurt inside Then he's politely asked to leave. What comes from your lips Or the things you did And the schemes that you plotted in the dark. Won’t matter that much When you discover the sun That you hid so deep in your heart.
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Forgive and forget Don't remember what it was But I know that you still do You keep it to yourself That's the wisdom of your love. The rhythm of our hearts How it quickens my blood The only thing that matters Is you're still here When it's all been said and done. But this life come at me fast All this wear and tear and mud My excuses never last What it was, was The rhythm of our love. I thought the music was enough And my hands on this guitar Would keep me occupied A strange choice to hide In this spotlight in the dark. And those words you never heard Echo through these lonely crowds They understand what I mean When I said you had to leave You had to put me down. But this life come at me fast All this wear and tear and mud My excuses never last What it was, was The rhythm of our love. It aint' no big secret That I’ve loved a time or 2 Second hand from what I’d heard From around that dismal town So did you. We found our second bests They were easy to control But our love is mad and deep When I lay me down to sleep Its really you I want to hold.
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They called her dirty angel Little rough round the edge Maybe too much makeup And diamonds that she dangled From a chain on her chest Little silver cross crucifix That she kissed when she got real stressed It all seemed to make sense then. But she knew she was different And she knew she couldn’t win When she’d open up her mouth Try to make a point about why she did All the weird things Crisp white shirt and catholic plaid Was she gonna be good today? Or did she wanna be real bad ? And she looked for love Wherever she could find it Sharing a sweet hash pipe With lovers and liars. She gave away all her soft toys Which made them happy, bad boys And she finally felt wanted But there’s a price to hold onto those small joys. I saw her on the corner there all used up Holding nickels in a Starbucks grande cup And her lip was all swollen And her eyes, she was floating On an illegal substance And she needed a bump She couldn’t hear or didn’t want to Passerby’s who called her cunt. Her sin had taken her farther Than she’d ever wanted to go And it kept her there A lot longer than she wanted to stay. And when ya reach that high Everything you need has a price Nothing comes free Every breathing day is a luxury. I kissed the dirty angel For old times’ sake She knew my hands Recognized my face. But she closed her eyes Whispering something ‘bout “I don’t need This to be happening right now So why not turn around and just leave?” But her mother and me Used to make up one family In a house torn down In a home that was real loud. I didn’t promise her a childhood past I didn’t give her any dreams that would last I couldn’t tempt her with adolescent things Didn’t promise her anything but me. Once again But without strings Wherever that leads What love brings (means) Without strings.
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She had a man with a quick back hand She felt the sting of his high school ring Don't know what made him so mad Pat her on the shoulder, say that man's real bad. Sporting Ray Bans praying in the church Asking Jesus why her big love hurt She run away to the New York state But he drug her back home like a Negro slave. Call a cop Why you waiting on love? Better not While you’re waiting on the love. Maybe he'll stop Maybe he won't You're still just a dreaming and you think About the next best thing. She loved a high school kid, rough boy Sneaking outta class, firing up a couple joints. They had to hide, she was only junior high Said she's all growed up and she loved the older guys. Laying on his arm, she tasted that Boone's Farm Made her feel love in the back of his truck. He felt her up and she handled his junk But all the girls did while he finished his business. She was just a little princess, the apple of his eye He didn't want her dating any punk ass guys. You come straight home, don't be hanging round school You're in my house now and you live by my rules She lay in bed and razored her flesh Feeling like a prisoner when she did what her daddy said. Mom was blind and called her a liar No big surprise when old daddy caught fire.
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You might not deserve Everything that falls in your lap And you might want To do the things that you think you can't. You’ve got to reach down Deeper than you've ever known Find exactly what you need So you don't feel so alone. Because fame is a mask It’s you in black and white But you got a lot of color When the gloves come off at night. And you're punching big holes Big notes big words Pointing people toward the signs. Don't give up now, boy You've waited for this moment all your life. You still got a little something left In you yet. If you haven’t got your hands On the things you desire Then you’re reaching in the wrong places Those things lack the fire That you need right now To put you heads and shoulders above the rest Cause you’re more than average Kid, you ain’t even second best. You forgot why you started How you found this guitar How it made you feel It became your own 2 arms. And if you think success Is part of this mysterious process Then you haven’t learned the first rule You do this because you have to.
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Sunshine And all I feel is rain Black clouds Feeling normal again All the smiles Coming today Just fall right in A secret dark place. Messy bed And it stays that way No company To judge the disarray Laundry day But I Google instead Cause I need the recipe For skillet corn bread. Lovers in the park And I blow my horn Naked as the day That I was born And the coffee shop is crowded No single seats left I'd prefer not to be Part of a threesome. What's happened? What's the matter with my heart? What's the matter with my heart? What's taken it apart? That complex body part Gorgeous work of art My Imaginary Heart. Single and alone Stuck in this middle age Married for awhile Oh, it must've been a phase. Loved a few ladies That I wined and dined They wouldn't make one good one If they were combined. Oh, I know I sound harsh And I might be jaded But the lovers I've known Have long since faded. And the trouble is me Does this make sense At the high school age All the girls were experiments. But women have needs Now they're all growed up And they place a high price On security, not love. I don't want a friendship With benefits And I do admit now That I ain’t so perfect.
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I felt a rain come down on my poor soul It was sun shiny outside Black days have come, darkened my door I can't wait till falling twilight. I'm filled with mean, mixed sadness and blue Got a cruel kind of spirit inside I sit on this cold log, stare holes in the distance Knowing you're no longer mine. At the strike of 12, I unleash my hate Misery and woe i can't hide I sit and I drink and I curse my fate Lonesome and Midnight. Heart broke, piss poor, a sound with no name Night whistles scream out from a train The words from your mouth, a little too late Letters I found by mistake. I wished you'd shown me half of that love The tenderness you wrote with your pen To someone you loved with that beautiful body Over and over again. These chains of self pity, I scream and bemoan I took steps to keep you in line As scarce as ant's teeth, or fish with 2 feet Your love was the hardest to find. I will deny this, but I pledge my revenge Retribution for wrongs that you done It's neither a bullet, a pistol or gun It's this tree where my lasso is hung.
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I can ignore your dirty looks Your nose in those mystery books Renting DVD’s Lost in a haze. Your sense of contempt At my obvious neglect When you say those things I act unphased. Movies aren’t life It has better writers You kiss and make up Forgive and stop fighting. But this ain't no Hollywood This is jeans and tee shirts Those sounds from your mouth Words hurt. I'd take a busted arm To save a broken heart I'd move right out So I wouldn't have to hear your mouth. I'm die-hard romantic Oh I wish we'd work it out But it's way past fixing You can have half your house. You could smack me in the eye I could easily make you cry I don't know when it happened But I lost her. I saw “Fatal Attraction” And our sequel is much worse But this acting around here Is worth 2 Oscars. Movies aren’t life It has better writers You kiss and make up Forgive and stop fighting. But this ain't no Hollywood This is jeans and tee shirts Those sounds from your mouth Words hurt. I’d take a busted arm To save a broken heart I'd move right out So I wouldn't have to hear your mouth. I'm die-hard romantic Oh I wish we'd work it out But it's way past fixing You can have half of your house. Movies aren’t life It has better writers You kiss and make up Forgive and stop fighting. But this ain't no Hollywood This is jeans and tee shirts Those sounds from your mouth Words hurt.

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New edge roots and acoustic solo works from Indiana singer/songwriter Rand Reynolds' Hillbilly Noir music collection.

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released March 1, 2009

Rand Reynolds, guitars and vocals

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Rand Reynolds writes authentic Hillbilly Noir, a new music genre he created in 2005 to describe his haunting Edgar Allen Poe- like lyrics accompanied by a stark, rustic Martin guitar sound. The songs reek of the human abyss, danger and disappointment because, in Reynolds' Noir world, hope and desperation go hand in hand -- for his dreams of easy deliverance are empty, two sided and vague. ... more

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